One of the things I love about my life? I have been through a lot of crap, A LOT OF CRAP! That "losta" CRAP I went through I think made me who I am today. Of course it was devastating at the time and I never thought it would be the same but that crap was really lessons learned.
I think that crap taught me to go out, hunt and drag my kill back. I see a lot of women and men my age not able to do that. I wonder if they had experienced the same crap they would be different? Crap takers are admired sometimes, sometimes only to themselves. Maybe my kill is not the kill I wanted. I have defiantly doubted myself alot along the way.
At first crap taught me to be hot-headed, scared, and secretive. Crap taught me to be competitive. Crap taught me to be scared and insecure. Crap taught me to not have an opinion. Crap can change a person.
Then that crap taught me to be those things in a good way. I was looking at my crap the wrong way. Hot-headed when I believe in something, scared but making the leap, learning to keep my mouth shut at the right times. Competitive to make myself better and have more knowledge on my journey. Crap taught me to be open minded.
It took me a long time to evaluate my crap and make it an asset to my life. Are you looking at your crap the right way? Share your crap with others, they may begin to see the good things in it or even help guide you on your way to understand the crapola we have been given...Until then
Keep Rockin
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